elfgirltoyou's Journal

 Well here it is another late night. It is 2 am. Dont you just love those sleepless nights.

I am sitting here thinking about my upcoming surgery. I have alot of scar tissue on my lower intestine where my Crohns Disease is located. It has caused a stricture and making me feel like I am having an on going flare up. I have had surgeries before, but

for some reason this one is bothering me. I have had my tonssils out, gall bladder removed, A Tumor on my thyroid removed, my tubes tied and herniated disc surgery on my upper spine. But this will be my first surgery for my Crohns.

My husband got me a ZEN for our aniversary and has already downloaded 7 episodes of a TV show I have been wanting to see, so that will be nice to have rather then just the TV that they have in your Hospital room.

I am trying to stay positive, but it is had, I dont know why, maybe because I am not as young as I used to be. I have even gone thru to make sure I have my will and Insurance papers all in order just in case. I know that seems extreme, but you never know when the lord is going to call on you.