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Wednesday, July 16, 2008 | A Call For Help story

i feel so confused

i feel hurt and mad and confused and scared

i was online when sadbecca overdosed

why didnt she try to talk to me

instead of takingt he pills

now she is in the hospital unconscious and i am scared, sad and worried

wish with all my heart that she will be ok but maybe it is her time to go

i feel so weird

i feel but i feel like i am someone else

like i am drifting..... away

someone hold on to me because i am about to drift right of the cliff

i feel like i have been stabbed in the chest

feel sick to my stomach have a splitting headache and feel like i am going to drift away

to where who knows

plz i need hugs and support

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hon you can not blame yourself for this. You can only do so much hon, then it is up the them I hope she is alright and I am praying for both of you.

NANCPATT
now that she broke her promise so can i

catlover24
thank you nancpatt, catlover is so hurt ....i wish i could help u too catlover. i dont want you to die like you dont want sadbecca to die. it hurts so much to have your friend want to die so badly, that they would betray a promise, and betray your friendship. please dont take your own life catlover... and please do not slice yourself up and hurt your self. I love you... I am your friend.
... please do not hurt yourself i will hurt so bad, please do not hurt yourself.
..please do not kill yourself, please hear me!!

spiritlost1
I don't think tha since she broke her promise that means that you should do the same. I think it means that she needs you to be strong for the both of you b/c she's not as strong as she thought she was.

I hope you don't hurt yourself. I know this must be a terrible time for you.

You're such a good person and you're a lot stronger than I think you realize. ((HUGS))

Prescious
ust feel so much pain

catlover24
Hi, first of all, {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}...
Secondly, i do agree with Prescious -- just because she broke her promise doesn't mean you should do the same. And she needs you now more than ever. And you need us, too, just like we need you. We're all here for you and I promise to you that I won't OD or kill myself no matter how hard it is in our battles with our respective issues and let's keep this chain of promise going.

I hope Becca's OK and I hope you won't hurt yourself... I understand how borrible it feels... You can get through this and let's get through this hard time together...

Love,
Snow

SnowHeart
becca i want to be with u

catlover24
sorry about your friend here for you ever need to talk

rachelle403