fixmein45’s Profile

Open Self-Injury

I used to cut every day since I was 13. I'm still struggling, but I don't do it as much. To date, I've gone as much as 48 days without cutting, and I'm damn proud of that.

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

I've been emotionally and physically abused all of my life by my father and several other people that were in and out of my life, such as ex girlfriends, ex boyfriends, my mother, babysitters, but most importantly my father.

Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

I suffer from PTSD. It stems from a lot of things, but mostly the physical and emotional abuse my father put me through for most of my life and seeing my sister killed. As well as seeing my best friend's body after his death.

Open Anxiety

I have really bad anxiety and it just seems to keep getting worse.

Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

The tragedy in my life has made me very depressed. I've battled many suicide attempts.

Open Sexual Abuse

I was sexually abused by two different babysitters, some random guy in Germany, some random guy in the UK and some guys from school.

Open Rape

I was raped by two different babysitters, some random guy in Germany, some random guy in the UK and some guys from school.

Open Eating Disorders

I don't quite know what eating disorder I have, but I can't gain weight now from it.

Open Alcoholism

My dad was an abusive alcoholic.

Open Insomnia

I sleep about 2 hours a day, and it's usually during the day.

Open Bisexuality

I am bisexual and I have a lot of gay pride.

Open Parenting Toddlers (1-3)

I have a 17 month old Autistic son. He is my world. His mother died in September, but I wasn't with her when she died. He definately reminds me there is joy in the world.

Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)

I'm expecting a little girl due in September. My brother has 2 4 month old little girls.

Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)

My brother was 8 years old when I got custody of him. He's 9 now.

Open Parenting 'Tweens (9-12)

My brother is 9 and severly Autistic and my adopted daughter is also 9.

Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)

My brother's girlfriend is 13 and my brother is 15 and they both live with me. I technically have custody over both of them.

Open Single Dads

I care for my son, adopted daughter and brothers alone with only the help of close friends. I do not trust babysitters, so only friends are allowed near them.

Open Anger Management

I have extreme anger issues.

Open Panic Attacks

I have severe panic attacks.

Open Pregnancy

I have a baby girl on the way (obviously not inside me). The mother is having extreme troubles with her pregnancy.

Open Adoption

I adopted my best friend's daughter after he was killed.

Open Dyslexia

I am Dyslexic and they think my 17 month old son might be as well.

Open Autism / Autism Spectrum

My dad was told I had Autism when I was age 3. My two younger brother's are also Autistic, but my youngest brother is very severly Autistic. My 17 month old son is also showing signs of being Autistic.

Open Parenting Preschoolers (3-5)

Open Sensory Integration Disorder