PurpleEmoChick's Journal

I Haven't Wrote In Here For A While...

Well Life At The Moment...I Don't Know Really.

Some Days I'm Fine But Then Next Day Im Really Upset.

Whenever I'm Out With Friends I May Look All Happy And Hyper But The Truth Is I'm Not. On The Inside Im Naturally Depressed. I Feel Like Crying At Random Moments Of The Day. I Do A Lot. Crying Is The Only Thing I Am Good At.

I Still Can Not Believe That A Boy Could Hurt Me This Much, Seriously, Forget The Other Boys I Have Been Out With And Who Have Dumped Me, That Did Not Bother Me As Much As Scilli Breaking Up With Me. He Was My True Love, My Whole Heart And He Still Is. I Want Him Back So Much, I Would Be The Happiest Girl Alive To Have Him Back, But I Know That Could Never Happen </3 If Only...

Everyday I Think About All The Memories We Have Ever Had Together, Every Second I Was With Him Is What I Think About And You Know What? I Loved Every Second I Was With Him, Even When We Were Standing There In Silence I Still Loved That. Just Standing There In His Arms, Hugging In The Cold Trying To Warm Each Other Up And My Nose Pressing Against His Neck And I Could Smell His Lovely Scent. I Miss Him Soo Much. If There Was A Way To Get Him Back I Would Do It. I Would Do Anything For Him, Even Die.