SeanCky's Journal

I am currently still having normal day feelings. No depression in site and the panic attacks have come down. Also my blood pressure is getting down and back to normal and I think this is because the panic attacks are subsiding. My wife and I almost had it out yesterday because I went to church and we had a hot dog get together afterwards. I called to tell her I would stay and eat then come home and help her. She chewed me out 2 times and hung up on me both times saying I didn't need to go but I needed to come home. Sure enough I came home and the work she wanted me to do had already been done. The sad thing is I came home right after eating and did not even visit with my parents who left for vacation today. The other day she actually hid my cell phone from me and another day told me to take off work when I couldnt and demanded I do so. We talked about divorce for the first time ever and both admitted we had considered it once in our relationship for different reasons. We however said we will try and work it out because we do love each other. So we will see if things change. She continue to try and say I don't help around the house but I just don't get that