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Hello everyone. It has been a long time since I have written a journal. I am doing well and my level is down to 30. I am happy for that. I am still on medication that I take twice a week. I am not sure when I will be off. I see my doctor twice a year for my check up and blood work. I was dating someone and I realized that we are more great friends than we are intimate partners. So we are just great friends. This past few weeks has been devastating for a friend, and myself. His father was a victim of robbery and murder and a week later his mother died of cancer. The light at the end of the tunnel for him was his girlfriend giving birth to their son yesterday. Lastnight while talking to him he said the one thing that kept him going was great family and friends. He has a long way to go and all I have to do is be there for him. To all the new members to daily strenght welcome and I hope this site and network will bring support and strenght to you.
I am talking to a guy in Florida and in two weeks I will be there for a week. He wants me to give him something concrete before I leave. I am sure I cannot give him what he wants right now. First he said we should go with the flow of things, and now he is telling me this. I was expecting that question sometime or another, but not now. He accuses me of runing away from my feelings. Sometimes I wonder if he is right.
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I have been talking to this guy in Florida for the past six months. I spent three days with him in January. We talk every day on the phone for hours. I am going to spend a week with him in April. I like him very much, and he tells me that he likes me, but there is no definition of whether or not we are dating. I am wondering if it has to do with him living in Florida and me in New York or we haven't spend enough time together.
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Sofia324
I came back today from my trip and it was wonderful. We hit it off. I introduce him as my friend and he introduce me as his girlfriend. Although we both like each other I am not at the level were I can call him my boyfriend as yet. It is hard getting to know someone when they are living in a different state. Being with him for the eight days made me realize that he is more of a phone person than a face to face conversation. I am trying to work with it and understand his personnality. I really do enjoy being with him, and all I am going to do is take my time and not rush things.
Nicola28