ttaarraa's Journal

So I just wanted to write a little something about the past few days of my life. Slowly but surely things seem to be coming together. I have managed to stay strong and not give in to my ex, its hard but so worth it in the end. A girl that I grew up with, my  moms bestfriends daughter also my old best friend for 17 years came back from california after a short visit out there and we happened to run into eachother which was GREAT! Mel is an AWESOME girl and has always been there for me, i just regret that we lost touch for a few years. She brought a friend back with her Brandi who has the most adorable little girl and they stayed over the past few days. Mel is INSANE with doing hair, she can do anything with everything lol so she did my makeup and hair and made me feel great about myself for once. They helped me with the kids and organizing my apartment and let me get some sleep. i dont think I would of ever made it this far without them. Brandi leaves for Cali again tomorrow (so sad dang it i just met her) and Mel is going to come back over after she drops her off at the airport to hang out, im so excited to have girlfriends again!! Just all the girl talk, all the giggling uncontrollably, all the excitement talking about  just girl stuff. WOW how i missed that. Brandi just had a baby and doesnt fit into any of her clothes anymore so she brought them over and they fit me PERFECT!! Ben had control of what i wore (stupid i know) so i didnt have any cute stuff, just plain stuff, and now my wardrobe is ROCKIN lol. Like I said shes from Cali and shes got style lol. So thats about it, im just happy with life right now. Peace out for now!!