mrrobteach's Journal

I'm sorry it's been a while since my last entry.I would  like to give a million reasons why i haven't done this but none are good. I guess i have been feeling good, physically anyway. It's hard to describe everything else. I have been in the gym for the last 6 days and would like to make it seven but i'm not sure what today willbring. i do enjoy talking and giving advice with all my friends on this site. It's the type i thing i really do need. Writing and chatting with people i don't  really know that well allows me to express all my feelings. However, lately i'm just having alot of conflicting feelings and emotion, some good and some bad. I will explain more later and everone have a great day.rob

I had my colonoscopy and there was a lot of narrowing and that's adding to my stomache pain. I have to go back on the remecade asap and hope for the best. I am at home and can't tdo anything until tomorrow. Lost more money bcause i couldn'nt do my music lessons most of this week, at least i can do my music classes tomorrow. Well, at least most of the nurses were nice for my colonoscopy today and my doctor was more sympathetic to my problems with my crones desease. I hope everyone is ok..rob..overall , this is the best i have felt in 2 months because i haen't eaten anything.

Well, just started the second giant bottle of prep for my colonoscopy. Yes , already vomited once and want to die right now. I only slept 3 hours last night and i won't get much more tomight. I want to thank all my online friends for there help this week . There hugs mean alot to me right now. I hope to get some rest soon. talk to u all  later. peace...rob