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doll2m
is feeling Bad
Thank you to all who have been so supportive this week. I am starting to feel a bit better..have a GREAT weekend. Thinking of you all..XOXO
Recently: 45 hugs received, 6 hugs given more …
About Me
I am female, 37 yrs old and live in NY. I love animals and hope one day to be able to save wildlife. I am shy when first meeting people and like to learn new things. I like the BDSM lifestyle and enjoy my "submissive" life. I am very family oriented. I am an honest person and a great friend to many. I also enjoy riding on motorcycles(Harleys). Love to feel the wind blowing in my hair. It is a very freeing feeling. I do not have children but hope to have at least one child at some point. I have had a difficult life and I am trying to learn to accept my short commings. I have been blessed with friends and family.
Interests
I enjoy reading, writing, art(not good at it but love it), music(all types), bike riding, wall climbing, swimming, my computer, vacationing, snorkling , love beaches at night, motorcycles, baseball, hanging out with friends and family, exercise(yoga and cardio), taking long drives, and anything having to do with animals/nature....
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Thanks Degz for the youtube "good Morning"..and a very good morning to you...Much Love and have a great…
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doll2m changed their mood to Bad 8:56am
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doll2m updated their status 8:52am
Thank you to all who have been so supportive this week. I am starting to...…
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doll2m replied to TruBlu’s discussion post My Dr says a cure within the next few years in the HIV support group 8:48am
I thought thati had written a reply here yesterday and then today I see that nothingis here. Maybe I…
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doll2m gave TruBlu a Hug 8:21am
Thank you Blu..You are a wonderful friend and I am hoping by next week I will be able to come back on…
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Hugs for the weekend. Enjoy it, keep smiling and yu will be in my thoughts
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hugs for the weekend!
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Take as much time as you need to care for yourself, because that is most important. We are always here when you need us, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. :->
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Sending you flowers and {{hugs}} this morning! love~Blu
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Support Groups
Close HIV
I was dx on 2-3-04 with hiv. My husband was + and I did not know it. I found out after we were married and had to go and get tested. When I found out about MY + status, I thought I would just die. Being dx with hiv made my life that much more complicated. I am in great need for some comfort and friends. How do I go on with my life after my husband gave me hiv?????? How do I keep from living my life filled with ANGER towards my husband???? Grrrrr, HELP!
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It is difficult for me to really open up with people. I have MAJOR trust issues. I do TRY!
Close Bipolar Disorder
Where to start?? I have Bipolar disorder, being one of the many. I am currently on a med regimin that seems to be working 75% of the time. I am looking for a good network of people to chat with, that have similar life situations. I get highs and lows, mostly highs(mania) but I am trying to work it all through.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Takes away some of the anxiety...No side effects
- Depakote Not Working
- Dry mouth, headaches, sleepiness, loss of memory, partial catatonic state.
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Outpatient program after hospitalization.
- Haldol Not Working
- Had hallucinations, difficult behaviors, poor impulse control. Sleepiness.
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- On this for about 6 months..No side effects.
- Lithium Not Working
- To sedative. Unable to function with everyday tasks. Unable to drive.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Have difficulty explaining my actual feelings. Feel nervous and scared when in sessions.
- Risperdal Not Working
- To hyper, fast talking, racing thoughts and unable to sleep. Severe muscle pain in legs....OUCH!!
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Makes me a bit drowsy, but seems to keep me focused and calmer.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Felt no difference. Drug did nothing.
- Zyprexa Not Working
- To hyper, unable to sleep.
- Tenex Too Soon to Tell
- A bit tired at first and then...well I do not know yet.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI have been fighting an eating disorder all of my life. I have anorexia but I am fighting hard to change this and to eat healthy.
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Somewhat Helpful
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
- Went to program for 6 weeks to get some help.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- This helps a lot for people to understand me and accept me and my disorder.
- Zoloft Not Working
- Did not help at all.
Open Sexual Abuse
I have difficulty taking about this area of my life.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Learned this in in-patient hosiptal setting and it is very helpful.
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Somewhat Helpful
- Went for about 2yrs and found it to be a safe place to talk, listen and vent.
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Nice place to talk with "Safe" people in a "Safe" environment.
- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- Ran for many yrs and stayed with friends in AZ for awhile.
- Music Working / Worked
- I love listening to music(all types) and drawing/painting at the same time.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I do have difficulty telling my story. Helpful to be around people who understand.
Open Self-Injury
I have been cutting for many years now..Started when I was a teen and still in my 30's and having difficulty.....
Treatments
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Liked talking to others with the same issue
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
- Went to outpatient in October and it helped to be with and talk to others with the same issues...
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Can talk with my therapist and get out all the pent up feelings....
- Squeezing Ice Somewhat Helpful
- works at times when I can truly focus....
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- sometimes have difficulty telling others what I am doing to myself because I am afriad they will not understand.
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