What a day. Let's start with last …
What a day. Let's start with last night shall we?! After a long day at work, which overall wasn't too awful, I went …
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My baby, Alex, was born on July 6th. 8.5 lbs. 22 inches. He is perfect!!! I am so happy I have him.
I have been struggling with OCD ... having thoughts about the baby. Alex is so new to me, and I feel like I'm starting over as far as dealing with my innapropriate thoughts about him ... I have gotten so much better at dealing with thoughts regarding Michael, but with Alex ... it's so hard ... he is so sweet and innocent ... how could I have bad thoughts about him? It hurts me :-(
My anxiety is about the same ... sometimes worse, sometimes better (the baby distracts me from it sometimes). I couldn't see my therapist this week, obviously ... since I was in the hospital. Maybe next week. we'll see.
I haven't gotten exercise yet. Still healing. Just a trip to Stop and Shop was too much for me. Soon, I will start walking with Alex.
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STOP confessing!
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Stop being anxious!
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Exercise!!!
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