petemack's Journal

It seems that there are some on here who just cant stand the idea that people may get better and their lives improve and continue to cause trouble, try and make difficulties and dont seem to care who they hurt in the process, For a supportive forum those people suck. They know exactly who they are and as I am much bigger than they are I refuse to name anyone.

However it isnt working, yes some totally unconnected people who are in a bad place are being denied friends and support. Maybe that makes these losers feel good as it seems they only can by causing others hurt.  But the actual target of their malicious spite and venom are in a good place and cant be touched by it. We are going on to another level in our relationship and life is good, Just a shame that some on here just want to try and cause pain, But as I said it failed miserably, guys please try and see happiness and if you cant share it then stay away, get a life!

I have had the most fantastic weekend again, dont know what it is about Charlie but she always amazes me and makes me feel so good about things. I now have a future and it is so good.

We went to a church BBQ on Saturday and even the weather was great, now have white bits lol. had a really good afternoon and even played cricket.  Last night was great too then today we went to a prize giving event and it was good too, the panic attacks are manageable whenever Charlie is there. Had sort of forgot what it was like to be happy, but now it is just so good. Chloe has also been a gem too. such a little angel. Life is just good, really good. Spending the weekends away with Charlie, and  they cant come round soon enough.

I would also like to thank all my real friends for their messages of support and Charlies too, nice to know that those that count are still there as for the rest, well probably more to be sympathised with than anything else.  Aint life good?

wowowowowowowowowowowow, what has happened to me??????????

I have just had one of the best weekends ever!!!!!!!!,  Went to Liverpool this weekend to see Charlie15 and omg it was just the most amazing few days. Even Met Chloe, Charlie's daughter, and what a fantastic girl she is, great fun to be around and so caring too.

So now just want to tell the world how much I love them both, the two most special girls  on the entire planet.  really really missing them both big time right now and cant wait till Friday when they are coming to Manchester. So right now there isnt a colour on DS to say how great I feel, but I feel that I have the 2 most beauiful and fantastic princesses ever, so hard to describe just how great I feel, but think of the best feeing you ever had and double it, and you might just get close.

Who ever would have thought that something like this could have happened? not me but it has and its great, ok running out of superlatives now, lol, roll on Friday