amanurse67's Journal

Jesus!!!  i fucking did it again...called in sick to work today...i already took tomorrow off for lab work and a dr appt...that means this week i will only have 3 days....i hate the job anyway...one of my other offers called yesterday and told me one of my previous jobs in fl gave me a poor reference...told them i had excessive absenteeisms...lol it was true, but i was in the hospital and had dr excuses and they fired me, but i got unemployment, so it was obviously unwarrented....i will take them off my resume, but it will leave a big hole in it...i hope the 3rd place comes through, it is the job i really want...good pay, good hours and days, and affordable insurance...i am suppose to call the don tomorrow afternoon...i am so afraid i am gonna be stuck at the methadone clinic...if i am that means no insurance, drew will have to change schools, and i have to get up at 330 am every fucking day!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't know if i can handle that shit...my doctor's office fucked up and put through a 60.00 check that was suppose to be held until the 25th...it screwed my checking account all up....i am now overdrawn 210.00....i am livid...called the office and the office manager i suppose to call me back....guarntee if she does not calll me back, i will call her today....wish i could just go to bed and not get up for 2 weeks...that is when the boys will be back....