Journal Entry for August 18, 2008
August 18, 2008 10:56am
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Goal End Date is Sep 24, 08 34 more days.
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goneinsane
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63 days as of 18th august
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I really dont know what to say here... I guess if you really want to know anything... just ask...
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18th august
August 18, 2008 10:54am
Tomorrows my sisters 8th birthday. By god I feel old...
Also, 8 years old was when my world turned around for the worst, so I guess you can say …
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I'm getting there again!!!!!!!
August 2, 2008 9:27am
This may be the worst anniversary possible... two years ago today i was raped...
but i think im gonna hopefully be okay.
my day started off extremely …
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I'm doing okay
July 11, 2008 10:42am
Im getting there finally. I'm almost at 3 weeks without cutting, or maybe just over im not sure exactly.
I go on holiday sunday so there wont be …
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Hugbook
I’m With You
you are better than he is, he has an ego problem
Prayer
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there!
Hug
HHAAA. well i try. but im in high school. so it doesnt work. currently my ex is telling everyone i had sex with him. wich i didnt. im a virgin. -_- and people believe him :'(
Hug
Just a hug - hang in there xx
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI havent been diagnosed but thats because I dont open up to my psychologist... she dropped me once before and i dont wanna get hurt again. I just want to be able to be helped, my counsellor said I could have bipolar depression but I dont know... whatever i guess... just talk to me if you really want to know anything
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- it hurts... ALOT to open up about it all but its helping so far i guess...
- Writing Working / Worked
- Has helped me most of my life, gets rid of alot of anger when im trying to quit self-harming
Close Self-Injury
I dont want to go into a tonne of detail just yet but I've been cutting since I was around 8 years old. I'm trying to quit, got to 114 days but slipped, but i'm getting there
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- My psychologist didnt help at all in the nearly 2 years of seeing her and my counsellor of about 6 weeks has helped more than anything.
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- I dont think this helped because it got me worked up and was really stressful in the end.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I dont think that when I bottle things up it helps at all and I've noticed that although I'm very vulnerable once spoken, I'm alot better than usual
- Writing Working / Worked
- This has probably helped me the most. When feeling an urge I write and write and write until I cant do it anymore and have calmed down. Then I take this to my counselling sessions and we talk about them etc.
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