swirlingmisery's Journal

When he gets home tonight, we are supposed to work out how my boys and I are going to move back into my parent's house.  We have some bigger items and I have no truck or money to rent a uhaul or anything.  He bought me the car I have, but it's on the brink of breaking down, it has 200,000 miles on it.  I'm going to have to ask him to help us, because other than a few possessions, we have nothing.  This is going to be so hard.

He won't want to explain his decision to me, but I think that after over three years together, that I deserve a valid reason.  We really DID have such a loving relationship and if he didn't feel the same way, he deserves an Academy Award because he faked it flawlessly.  If he doesn't explain his reason for this, I will never have closure.  I'm so sad.