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The last 15 years I've been married to a man who has when away from home and I've had to fill my own needs by either working or doing the odd hobby. Other people around me would be anxious to go home after work and as for me I was going to an empty home. With no one to talk too or sit and watch tv or greet u , hug u when U've had a bad day. Afriad to go out because people would think u're running around on u're husband .
So I became furasated with being alone I turned to gambling to fulfill my loneiness. As the years went by and the moves we made gambling kept me happy because it was my friend .
So now I feel I don't like losing myself in gambling and want other things such as a real freindship to do other things with that dosen't cost me a nickle but comes with emtions just like me
opal
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Last night hubby told me He might lose hi job and now I'm afraid , when things like this come up I tend to run to a machine but not yesterday I stayed away because I realized the machine can't make me any happier .Taking one day at a time Opal
opal2000
a week as gone by and still dont have the need to go out and gamble starting to enjoy my life with other things and other ways to spend my time. Like today had lunch and a drink with hubby, laughed chatted and a thought can to mind HOW HAPPY I WAS because this was the first time in a while since we did this LOVED IT Opal
opal2000