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My trip upstate was cancelled Friday night because my mother-in-law was suffering too much with tinnitis which has gotten to the point where she can only lay down and suffer. No one can help her. It is ringing in her ears. So I stayed home, watched tv. Saturday I went to the home of a friend of my husband's after the buriel of his 13yr old daughter. What can one say to the parents who have suffered such a loss? I looked at all the photos of this lively little yankee fan. I had met her twice when she was 5 and 6 and such a little doll. I couldn't bear to go to the wake especially since it was at the same funeral parlor as my husband's. I can't even look when I drive by. I've just come home to get ready for dinner with my daughter and her boyfriend's family. I realized today that I have a long way to go with my grieving process. I still think of myself as his wife, as part of a couple, somehow secretly hoping this was all a nightmare from which I will awaken.
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OHH, IM SORRY I KNOW YOU WAS LOOKINF FORWARD TO THAT SO MUCH,,AND YES IT KILLS YA TO HAVE TO BURY YOUR OWN KIDS THIS I KNOW I LOST TWINS BUT HOPE YOU START TO FEEL BETTER OR FEEL UP SOON HAVEE FUN WITH THE FAMILIE LOVE DEBY
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What happened to this little girl?
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Sorry I left that out. She had brain cancer. After fighting for 1 year she lost battle. It sucks when children die.
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I'm so sorry for all you're going through. Am thinking of you, hope you are able to find some peace as this weekend is so full of thunderstorms and turbulance. Maybe He is telling us something, who knows. I hope we all can wake up from this nightmare we are having. I am always thinking that. Hope you are havng a better evening. Hugs
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