brenda1963's Journal

Today the sun is shineing and I feel better. I am so glad. I did not call him and it has been 10 days. That is good for me. I will walk this road ahead and come out smiling. It will be take some time and patience. In which I don't have much of anymore. Life will be back on track and I will be happy again. I will take care of me and my teenagers  and I no they love me. So what if he couldn't that is his problem. I think he has alot of problems and he will probably not even try to fix himself. He will just move on to the next woman and once she falls for him he will leave as thats all he nos is to run and hide. As he said to me the last week before he moved out. He needs a new life. So thats what he gets when he went back home to his moms at age 46 I guess thats where he wants to be sleeping on a couch and not having to worry about anyone except himself. Thats all fine as I am better and deserve so much more in life. I no that its just staying focused and not getting depressed again. Thats the key to making this work for me.