Journal Entry for April 16, 2008
April 16, 2008 10:52am
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emiliachristine
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About Me
I'm really soft spoken but very very friendly. I'm in love with animals and art, and spend most of my time painting. I just really rely on music and am just trying to get somewhere amazing with my life. I have some great friends but tend to be a flakey with them out of fear of loosing them, but let me tell you, when i get over that we know how to have a a damn good time. My mood is like super affected on the weather outside, so hopefully sumer will blossom in me like it does outside.
Interests
Art, music, animals, cartoons, history channel, video games, hiking, comedy central, swimming, Jet skiing, Parties, Being barefoot, clothes, driving, just alot of stuff really..
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awwwww, babe im sorry. why were you in the hospital? Are you ok is everything all right, and even as a puffer fish im still sure you look as gorgeous as ever cutie. Hey and im online now, why arent you lol
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hey you....lol that was pretty funny that i was talking to you for like a half hour before i realized it was you. Hope your days going good!!!!!
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a sucker for a cute face.....ouch that was kinda harsh. how do you know im just a cute face, maybe theres more to me than that. but youd never know cuz youd never take the time to find out. just like everyone else.
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whatever you know youd love to just be ontop of me, even if i wasnt struggling. you know you want it ;)
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mmmmmmm and id let you, probably wouldnt even put up a fight ;) lol
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Support Groups
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Art is always therapuetic. But sometimes just as equally frustrating.
- Music Not Working
- Sometimes music makes me feel worse about my problems or gets me angery and just makes me hurt more.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes people can really help.But it all depends on who I talk to.
Close Depression
I don't know what else to say besides I've lost alot of loved ones, and have been hospitalized way too much for suicidal attempt..
Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- Most anti anxiety and anti depressives made me sick in reaction to my IBS, so with all these sorts of medications the reasons are the same.
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Not Working
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I only had one counselor I felt I could talk to and I don't know where he works anymore
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- This helps so much, i have innsomnia so i never sleep and have lucid dreams and night terrors. But the seroquel has made it go away for the most part.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes the support really helps but sometimes they make me feel like im not doing enough.
- Trazodone Not Working
- Made me sick to my stomache and vomit..
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Working / Worked
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Family Issues
I've had increasing and also consistant problems with my mom mostly emotionaly abusing me but physical has happened. Also My grandmother used to force me to sit in like tubs fille dwith cold ice water and would lock me in the attic in the summer until i was so frustrated i was screaming and crying. I was about 9, right after my heart surgery.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- I've only told a few people, and those people really have made me feel better about things fromt he past.
Open War in Iraq
MY brother passed away in Iraq and now my little brother wants to join Marines or national gaurd, and it scares me to death since my littl ebrother is my best thing in my life. I've already lost enough people, loosing him would just kill me
Open Teen Sexuality
Type: Birth ControlI am sexually active, but I use a birth control. I'm allergic to latex so normal condoms are out of the question, It has to be a latex free one. I don't have much problems with my sexlife but I feel like I can help other with theirs
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