Journal Entry for September 1, 2008
September 1, 2008 6:56pm
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MargilG
is feeling Horrible
everyone will die sometime, why not make it today
Recently: 53 hugs received, 51 hugs given more …
About Me
im Bi.... i like playing guitar.... love texting.... i love my BEztie..... i mean like BFF love..... i like emo and gothic stuff.... hate lots of stuff.... like writing poems but only show them when i think i cant do much more to it.... i usually write dark poems.... about death, killing, killing myself, things ive dealt with... i love animals... lots of people... well mostly girls say im sweet... so idk if its true or not..
Interests
i like getting on my roof even tho i fall a lot... i dont like my voice or the way i talk cuz i cant say "R".... of all the people i have talked to only two people thing its cute, my BEztie, and a friend i met here on this site.... i use to cut but my BEztie helped me stop... i guess i own her my life.... my favorite colors are black and crimson....
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a piece of me...
August 20, 2008 10:59pm
Feeling all alone...left inside a room.Wondering where you've gone...wondering to whom.I'm losing myself...as I lose pieces of you.You're …
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JUST GREAT!!
August 15, 2008 12:24am
so, my BEztie, that i love with all my heart got pist off at me, so she goes home and cuts, "WHY MARGIL?" into her arm... AND ITS ALL MY …
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Celebrate
hey guess wat, omg i love myself for thinking this up, okay here i go.... ready?? :D okay, im going rite now! since this is not txtin or myspace, we can talk!!! o crap! is that just great!! so like message meh bac plz plz plz, n if u dnt i understand... but i still love myself, n uuuuu ofcorse :D
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It makes me so sad that you think that.
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You deserve better than her... *hugs*
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what'd she do? Should I slap her?
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Eh oh oreo. Why'd you bump your mood down?
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bisexuality
ok...im Bi, i have been for a while, but when my frined told me he was, i felt well..not alone. I am not ready to tell most of my friends. So far only the people i can truly trust know. I don't give what people think of me, i just care about how they treat me.
Close Chronic Pain
ummm..after a car crash, i have pain in my chest, upper arms, and neck
Treatments
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- only when i have it or right after, a few hours later it back :(
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- i offten tell people sorry even if no harm was done
- Leave Working / Worked
- just forget
- Music Working / Worked
- hearing a claming song like "If Everybody Cared"
Open Pyromania
I love fire, the way it warms your skin, the way it moves, the pain it leaves on your skin. I start random fires when i get the chance, i wanna become a Pyroengener, a person who works with fire, fire-works, and most thinks with sparks
Open Self-Injury
umm...ive tried to kill myself just about verydaay for the past year, so someone wants me to live, or i suck at killing myself
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- most of my body is numb due to dead nerve cells, so to me pain is not as much, i cant feel the snp of the rubber band
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