colvin’s Profile
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About Me
im a high school teacher and a coach. this is a fairly new career for me. i spent the previous 8 years in high fashion...but there comes a point at which you say to yourself...how much more can i learn about fabric? i love it in ways but now im leaving that too. there comes a point at which you ask yourself...when will i be able to afford the clothes i used to sell? kidding. i just need more cashes. i live with a beautiful woman i love endlessly. we have successfully put one another through hell this year but i have faith. she is my one. im a musician. i sing blues, western swing, rock, folk, bluegrass. love it. made a few albums. just got up and running again recently which fels good to my soul. nice to meet you. im new here. feel free to say hi.
Interests
roller skating. pet store loitering. socialism. bastards of tomorrow. flip turns. singing on the escalator. this one hot girl who seems to eat all my groceries.
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hey hope life is still treating you well just thought id drop you a big hug xxxxxxxxx
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Hi I see you on the Lesbian board. Hoping we can be friends.
High Five
Hey love... yeh alls gravy here! glad you feeling more positive about life! Keep your chin up babe Me xx
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hey its good to hear from you, im glad to hear you are doing good and climbing the health ladder :) im ok been a bit up and down lol typical me hehe on a positive mission aat the mo hehe *smiles* xxxxxxxxx
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hugs to you hope u r ok havent heard from you in a while
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have become depressed at a critical level fairly recently. i live with my partner of a little over a year. we were very close for two years prior to dating. soon after we got together her father died suddenly of advances cancer. since then, i'm not sure who she is. nothing makes sense to me. communication is horrible. she fits discriptions of emotionally abusive behavior. seems i have lost sight of the forest for the trees. i havent been to work in 4 days.my life has lost forward motion.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
Close Lesbian Relationship Challenges
i have been out for 11 years. i am living with my partner of a year. she came out during our relationship. this is her first lesbian experience of any kind. our relationship has hit a critical point...perhaps has gone beyond. we can't communicate at all. she is grieving and i have become depressed. the combination is lethal. but still i am so in love with her. i feel i have lost the ability to see the big picture. she was my best friend for years...i can't seem to let go of the dream.
Open Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
stopped using 9 days ago. awesome. sitting on my hands ALOT. doing okay. been using at an escalating rate for about 1.5 years. a whole lot over the past six months. then i just hit the wall.
Open Bereavement
my partner lost her father to cancer rather suddenly one year ago today. i seem to be the most useless person alive to make things any easier for her. i have turned to complete escapism as has she. she is constantly angree or irritated with me. she seems disassociative. i feel like im on egg shells all the time. she has refused to go to therapy or take any steps toward recovery. i can't find the woman i loved. i see her in moments but i hardly recognize this person. ideas?
Open Coming Out
been out 11 years.
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