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I'm a software engeneer. Suffering of occasional depression, no kids yet, but want them a lot - no success yet..
Love reading books about porpose of life. Love the nature: mountants, lakes and forests. Like music and art.
Hugs. Hope you are doing well
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I filed for divorce last August because he was scaring me, I thought the abuse was going to get physical. After he was served with the papers, he stopped drinking, and started treating me so much better. In November, I stopped the divorce, believing that he had changed. Well, I was wrong, he has slowly started manipulating, emotionally abusing me and now verbally abusing me again. He knows that I have been thinking about divorce again. I have asked him to go back to counseling with me, but he doesn't want to, he thinks we can do this without counseling. But everything is my fault and if I would just do what I am supposed to do, what I promised to do, everything would be fine. I am just feeling hopeless... Wondering why I can't just do things right, why can't I make him happy, why am I not good enough?