Waking up crying
May 20, 2008 11:39am
SO, did it again woke up crying went to bed in tears, even medicated. I am so so tired of this. I awoke thinking of the treehouse where …
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Ok, um, too little little space, hypomanic and all, 500 characters pft, *giggles* Ultradian Cycling BP, OCD, GAD, Recently diagnosed, CORRECTLY just days ago. I don't want to trigger anyone's experiences with medicines but I have had some horrific reactions to them. It is of great benefit to have a place to vent here; thank you.... Everyone.... I am so frantic lately i hardly talk.
Interests
Computers, Bass, Languages, History, anything truely interesting. Mudane to marvelous. Neat to MMMMMMok.
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Journal Entry for 5-18-08
May 20, 2008 2:31am
The wanderings and blatherings of an addled mind are fun till someone gets an eye put out, and someone always gets an eye put out, or an ear... shit …
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Rock 101
May 20, 2008 2:04am
Rock and Roll; It will roll over you like an eighteen wheeler with no breaks. There are no brakes.
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Generally more settled day today
May 16, 2008 6:38pm
I feel more settled, les anxious like i have to get 8 things done now or die. I have relaxed a bit and am able to enjoy some things. I …
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Wishing you a peaceful weekend. Take good care, Sharon
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Im honored to have youas a friend if you ever want to talk I am here for you Mike
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ty for reading my post I see your down would you like to be my friend
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Welcome to DS and the Motherless Daughtgers group. I hope you find the group helpful. A whole lot of women with lots of heart. Take care, Sharon
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you're welcome, anytime.
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Close Bipolar Disorder
Mother, artist, used to have a dang fine brain. Have OCD GAD, BPII and BPD, weeeeeeeeeeeee, can we say SWING.
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- XANAX, works somewhat, sometimes calms me, supposed to take tid. Makes me tired, sad.
- Celexa Not Working
- increase of suicidal ideation, all SSRI did, tried prozac as well
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Considering
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- helps while doing then crash, have bad mood swings
- Holistic Health Somewhat Helpful
- yoga ok, makes me cry like the xanax and group and lithium
- Lithium Too Soon to Tell
- woke up in middle of night crying can not sleep, was agitated for about 2 hours after taking, nausea
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Can only take small amts in crisis, works then. If it builds I lose touch, get agitated then crash
- Inderal Working / Worked
- 40 mg qd, helps tremors from anxiety very well, best med i take
Close Anxiety
Anxiety general, panic attacks, tremors, confusion usually accompanies, and crying jags, can cycle fast have 3-4 per day
Treatments
- Inderal Working / Worked
- only thing that stops tremors
- Klonopin Not Working
- Failed, devastating attempted suicide was very agitated
- Paxil Not Working
- All SSRI tended to bring on mania
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Working on system of distractions, good activities, thoughts for crisis times
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- 1 mg tid, sometimes helps some days am just to jagged for it to and have to use seroquel.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)BPD and OCD, all worsens when hypomanic or having crisis or panic attack from GAD
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Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Numbers triggers, worse with panic or other disorder crisis.
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Open Panic Attacks
Panic in crowds, husband in pop culture, is very hard. Hate living in fishbowl. Feel like ppl are judging me. I have tremor with this.
Treatments
- Inderal Working / Worked
- 20-40mg depending. Best med i am on. Stops tremors
- Klonopin Not Working
- bad reaction, increased suicidal ideation and had 2 attempts, drug discontinued
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- If I can calm enough i work though my grateful list
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- 3xweek with county and regular doctor.
- Rescue Remedy Considering
- Had very good results with homeopathic meds on children, perhaps this could help me a lot.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Only in severe crisis, prn 25-50 mg
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- 1 mg tid, sometimes helps, not fast acting enough or long acting enough for my rapid cycles
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