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i woke up this morning to freakin snow. my whole family is in florida where it is warm and i am here in …
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FORGIVE ME...IM A LITTLE AGITATED...DRIVING BACK FROM THE BIG DOCTOR APPT......IM MAD BECAUSE "THERE IS NOTHING" WE CAN DO RIGHT NOW TO MAKE YOU COMFORTABLE AND OR KEEP YOU OUT OF THE HOSPITAL!!! YOU KNOW WHAT THE BIG GREAT DOCS OF CALIFORNIA THINK...THAT THEY CAN PUT A BOX INSIDE MY BACK THAT WOULD SEND ELECTROIDS THROUGH MY BODY........TO HOPEFULLY HELP WITH PAIN.........................AND OR REMOVE THE BELLY NOW AND PUT A JTUBE IN PERMANETLY........................................HOLY SHIT
YEAH THAT SOUNDS LIKE A FREAKIN GREAT IDEA YOU FREAKIN MORONS
SO WHATS A GURL TO DO????? DAMN IT!!! I REALLY WANT TO GO TO FLORIDA AND SEE THIS HOLISTIC DOCTOR WHO WORKS WITH CHRONIC ILLNESSES...BUT OF COURSE THAT COSTS AN ARM AND A LEG AND I CAN BARELY GET ENOUGH DONATIONS FOR GAS $$$$ RIGHT NOW.........SO BACK TO THE DAMN DRAWING BOARD WE REALLY NEED TO GET SOME PLEDGES GOING HERE, I REALLY NEED THE HELP, I WOULDNT ASK IF I DIDNT NEED IT! SO PUT A DAMN FREAKIN JAR UP AT YOUR WORK AND ASK PEOPLE TO PUT THERE CHANGE IN IT......ITS REALLY NOT THAT HARD......................................................LETS SEE IF WE CANT RAISE ENOUGH FOR ME TO GET TO FLORIDA AND SEE THAT OTHER DOC THAT I REALLY WANT TO SEE.....BECAUSE GOD KNOWS I DONT WANT MY BELLY OUT RIGHT NOW.........THAT IS A MAJOR SURGERY AND IVE ALREADY HAD 13 AND I DONT WANT ANOTHER ONE RIGHT NOW ESPECIALLY ONE THAT REMOVES MY STOMACH.......NOT ONLY THAT, MY YEARS WITH MY FAMILY WOULD BE SHORTENED......SO NOT FREAKIN COOL...............BUT ON ANOTHER SUBJECT......MY LIVER IS SLIGHTLY ELEVATED BUT NOT AS ANGRY AS THE STOMACH AT THIS TIME...SO THERE WAS ONE DAMN POSITIVE TODAY....IF YOU CAN CALL THAT ONE...........LIVER ELEVATED BUT NOT TOO BAD.....MAN THAT SOUNDS FUCKED UP...THE THINGS THAT I HAVE COME ACUSTOMED TOO.....AND I DONT CARE IF I CANT SPELL RIGHT NOW...SO FOR THOSE OF YOU PICKIN OUT ALL MY GRAMMAR MISTAKES.......SCREW U
YEAH I KNOW IM JUST FREAKIN RAGGIN.....EXPRESSING MY ANGER AND DEVIOUS SIDE.....IM TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED OF BEING AFRAID TO DIE...........................ITS MISERABLE SOMETIMES..................BUT TOMORROWS A NEW DAY RIGHT????????? AS SOME FREAKIN HAPPY OPTOMISTIC PEOPLE WOULD SAY.......AM I RIGHT WARD????????!!!
YEAH WELL TODAY IM NOT SO OPTOMISTIC.....................IM MAD AND FRUSTERATED.........WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT.....WHAT MADE ME SO DAMN SPECIAL?????????????????
YEAH THAT SOUNDS LIKE A FREAKIN GREAT IDEA YOU FREAKIN MORONS
SO WHATS A GURL TO DO????? DAMN IT!!! I REALLY WANT TO GO TO FLORIDA AND SEE THIS HOLISTIC DOCTOR WHO WORKS WITH CHRONIC ILLNESSES...BUT OF COURSE THAT COSTS AN ARM AND A LEG AND I CAN BARELY GET ENOUGH DONATIONS FOR GAS $$$$ RIGHT NOW.........SO BACK TO THE DAMN DRAWING BOARD WE REALLY NEED TO GET SOME PLEDGES GOING HERE, I REALLY NEED THE HELP, I WOULDNT ASK IF I DIDNT NEED IT! SO PUT A DAMN FREAKIN JAR UP AT YOUR WORK AND ASK PEOPLE TO PUT THERE CHANGE IN IT......ITS REALLY NOT THAT HARD......................................................LETS SEE IF WE CANT RAISE ENOUGH FOR ME TO GET TO FLORIDA AND SEE THAT OTHER DOC THAT I REALLY WANT TO SEE.....BECAUSE GOD KNOWS I DONT WANT MY BELLY OUT RIGHT NOW.........THAT IS A MAJOR SURGERY AND IVE ALREADY HAD 13 AND I DONT WANT ANOTHER ONE RIGHT NOW ESPECIALLY ONE THAT REMOVES MY STOMACH.......NOT ONLY THAT, MY YEARS WITH MY FAMILY WOULD BE SHORTENED......SO NOT FREAKIN COOL...............BUT ON ANOTHER SUBJECT......MY LIVER IS SLIGHTLY ELEVATED BUT NOT AS ANGRY AS THE STOMACH AT THIS TIME...SO THERE WAS ONE DAMN POSITIVE TODAY....IF YOU CAN CALL THAT ONE...........LIVER ELEVATED BUT NOT TOO BAD.....MAN THAT SOUNDS FUCKED UP...THE THINGS THAT I HAVE COME ACUSTOMED TOO.....AND I DONT CARE IF I CANT SPELL RIGHT NOW...SO FOR THOSE OF YOU PICKIN OUT ALL MY GRAMMAR MISTAKES.......SCREW U
YEAH I KNOW IM JUST FREAKIN RAGGIN.....EXPRESSING MY ANGER AND DEVIOUS SIDE.....IM TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED OF BEING AFRAID TO DIE...........................ITS MISERABLE SOMETIMES..................BUT TOMORROWS A NEW DAY RIGHT????????? AS SOME FREAKIN HAPPY OPTOMISTIC PEOPLE WOULD SAY.......AM I RIGHT WARD????????!!!
YEAH WELL TODAY IM NOT SO OPTOMISTIC.....................IM MAD AND FRUSTERATED.........WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT.....WHAT MADE ME SO DAMN SPECIAL?????????????????
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I'm so sorry all this is going on......big hugs for you
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