RainbowLou's Journal

Well I went to get my stuff from my ex today. he was being pathetic and had done something with it and wouldnt tell me where it was. So me and my dad decided that if he is going to be pathetic thats fine. My dad cant do anything to him because obviously I dont want my dad to get into trouble. ( althought my dad would gladly hurt him after what he has done to me )

So dad got me some new clothes, which was good really :)

Then my idiot ex calls up and says I can have my stuff. he is only doing it so I will go round there, plus my dad would never let me be alone with him again because he is so abusive. I just told my ex yano what? keep the stuff. He was so shocked. I told him I didnt want anymore to do with him and if he wants to be pathetic he can carry on!

He didnt know what to say to that. I think he wanted me to break down and beg him for my stuff. There is no chance of me doing that! Ha

My friend lisa is slowly helping me get my confidence back. She is taking me out places with her and getting me to meet new people. Im always nervous but she really helps.

So all in all I'm better off without that idiot :D

Laura is happy and slightly stoned!

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