Feel like crying.
May 14, 2008 9:42am
All Ive felt like doing all day is crying. I feel terrible. I just feel like my insides have been pulled out.
Ive barely eaten over the past two …
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About Me
I'm shy, but I love making new friends. I'm bi-sexual but my family dont know it. I love my camera but hate being in front of it. I always try and help people, so if you think I could help, dont hesitate to message me x
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I hate myself right now
May 14, 2008 6:30am
At the moment I really dislike myself and everything thing I am. My body is disgusting, my face is ugly, I'm stupid, I'm lazy, I am …
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Disgusting
May 13, 2008 7:04pm
I am going to talk honestly about my body because i hate it so much.
Its fat
ive got stretch mark and its disgusting. I fucking hate it.
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Feeling good :D
May 13, 2008 5:09am
I am feeling really good. I havent felt this good in quite a long time!
Im hanging out with old friends again, I'm actually taking pride in …
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Things are better :)
May 10, 2008 6:47pm
Well I went to get my stuff from my ex today. he was being pathetic and had done something with it and wouldnt tell me where it was. So me and my dad …
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Hugs. Hi hun. Hope you are doing well. Haven't heard from you in awhile
Flower
hey u - ive got streach marks to me dear - so what - ope u R well take care
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Hugs. Hi hun. Hope you are doing well
Flower
Hi lady :) Hope you're doing well. Have a beautiful evening.
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hiya not spoke in awhile how u been doin?
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI was officially diagnosed with depression a year ago, after I took an OD. Spent some time in a psychiatric unit.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- completely uneffective
- Effexor Not Working
- Gave me painful muscles
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Hated it.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Seems to be going well.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Lets my emotions flow out without being destructive
Close Diets & Weight Maintenance
My weght was never a problem until a year ago. Due to meds and lack of motivation I have put on weight.
Treatments
- Weight Watchers Working / Worked
- It did work, but the whole counting points just became too much of a chore.
- Walking Too Soon to Tell
- Im hoping that walking a bit each day will help to get the weight off.
Open Bisexuality
I first realised I was bisexual at around 15/16 after a game of spin the bottle, as kissing girls gave me the same thrill as kissing boys. I have had a couple of girlfriends, but my parents do not know.
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
I realised i was bi-sexual when i was about 15/16. been embracing it ever since!
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
My boyfriend was a vicious drunk. He would verbally abuse me and hit things. It didnt get to the the point where he hit me. But I was petrified of him. Its over now. I just dont know how I can trust again.
Treatments
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- My friends and parents are excellent.
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