As you can gather from my last …
As you can gather from my last entry, it has been a heck of a week. Evidently what happen was related to my …
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Been a while since I've been on here.
I've been going through so much crap. and thats exactly what it is.
no one will give me my med's my doctor clo9sed up shop moved to another state and no more samples.I have an appointment tomorrow with a new doc hopefully he will give me samples.
I have no job and no insurance, my husband got demoted, and less money now.
But the real scarey thing that I can't tell anyone but you guy's, Is I'm so scared.
I have not had med's in four day's now and tonight I really lost it.
I thought my husband was on the phone talking about me to his sister,(paranoid) so what did I do?
Left in my pj's and barefoot and drove the car to a parking lot, and cried it took about an hour before he even realized I was gone.:( Then I come back home really starting feeling bad, starting having crazy thought's running through my mind, and evidently shut down, started humming, feeling crazy in my head, not thinking nor feeling right, crying uncontrollably, and dizzy, I evidently went in the kitchen pulled off my shirt, and had my hand under the cold water in the sink?what the hell? my husband guided me to bed after I clinged to the closet door for dear life, he drifted off to sleep, and I'm up sick to my stomach, wondering what the hell happened.I'm afraid they will put me in the hospital, my mom is going with me to the doctor supposely to keep me company, please someone tell me if this is normal? has anyone else felt this way if med's stop?
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oh dear lord........4 days is a long time without meds..........hosp may be best place fer a couple days....... help get ya back on meds an stable.......is nothin wrong with needin hosp....... my hubby was jus there fer 3 days an off work 2 weeks fer same reason.........i'll be prayin fer ya.....Diane
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