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Part of me also wants to call to "talk" again. I want him to be the man I believe in so badly, and its like I feel like if I could …
is feeling OK
Right now I don't feel like it matters much. I know that I'm a great person...but I have an addiction to a man I have loved all my life...and he can't love me back...and I'm having difficulty breaking free. I know that's lame, but that's where I am right now. Okay, to take some of my power back. I'm a non-profit manager, mother of 3 PHENOMONAL school-agers and a woman of faith.
Hmmm, right now I'm working on completing a master's degree in May '08, so little time to focus on anything but that right now, but believe me, I'm counting down to having that committment out of my life asap! Making it through this last semester amidst all the drama has been murder, but with God's favor, I'l l make it! Otherwise, I enjoy the arts (music, theater, dance), dining out, reading, learning, bubble baths and pedicures.
Part of me also wants to call to "talk" again. I want him to be the man I believe in so badly, and its like I feel like if I could …
Susan asked me to track the weak moments to assess what I'm missing when I reach out to him and then to try to replace it with …
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR JOINING MY GROUP. FEEL FREE TO BE WHO GOD HAS MADE YOU TO BE.
And some prayers too!
I think you need a hug for all you are going through!
Been there, done that, there is someone out there that will love you as much as you can love...Give it a try...! Hugs, Lorie
I was there myself, so if you need someone to help you get through the worst of it, give me a shout - I'll be here.
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