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WISHING I COULD GET RID OF MY PAIN INSIDE FROM ALL THE ABUSE I HAVE ENDURED!!! BASTARDS THEY ARE ...
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
Saturday, May 17, 2008 |
I come from a long line of abuse and the one thing that bothers me the most is the agonizing reacouring nightmares that I have and that alot of the abuse is still hanging on me and holding me back.I am often angry and I can"t seem to shake this .I have abandomen issues and alot of regret and resentment.I belive that this also goes along with all the abuse I have endured.I really try to stay possitive and look at my glass full not have empty but it is very hard for me to look at all the good things I have accoplished considering I have been abused in every aspect of the word and I have very little support from my family and I have very few friends in my life.I see a counsellor every week but that doesnt seem to help me alot.I wish I could just get hipnotized and my pain and brain thoughts of all of this would be gone. i CANT IMAGINE ALWAYS BEING SO HURT AND ANGRY ALL THE TIME IT IS JUST AWFULL.Need a new brain and body .... DOES ANYONE HAVE ONE FOR ME?????
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