Journal Entry for June 22, 2008
June 22, 2008 2:48pm
there is this photo of a young girl
oh how she reminds me of me
sitting alone on a trunk of a tree
wishing she was safe and free
free from the hell she …
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About Me
Happily married just looking for friendship we love music and collect albums have pets and kids and grandkids just living the life of love and friendship and peace when can get it . I suffer from ptsd.ocd.mood disorders. panic attacks, anziety. fibromialga, poriasis. depression, cronic back pain, migrains, carbal tunnell sydrome, tennis elbow, sexual abuse, rape, emotionally and physically abuse.nighmares flashbacks.But Hey I AM ALIVE AND LIVING THE BEST THAT I CAN EVERYDAY.
Interests
music, writting poetry, dancing, children, animals, sunshine and my friends.working to improve myself and my self esteem .
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Recent Activity
July 15
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giggy gave tillia2008 a Prayer 11:26pm
may the pain and anziety and greef you age going through diminish real fast all my best to you I am sorry…
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giggy gave Gman63 a Hug 11:21pm
all my best to you and your friend I hope this finds you both doing well.tc chat soon (((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))…
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giggy gave NitaSue62 Flowers 11:19pm
flowers flowers and more flowers hope this warms your heart and soul and makes you smile all my best…
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good luck with the move and all my best to you always xo :)…
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giggy gave psyche Flowers 8:41am
flowers flowers and more flowers for you to cheer you and warm your heart missssssssss you hope all is…
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take from me
June 14, 2008 6:14pm
As the tears run down my face and you are about to strike me again
I am on my knees begging again for you not to take from me.
You have taken all that …
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WON A GPS FINDER YAHOOOOOOOO LOL
June 9, 2008 8:24pm
GESH CANT BELIVE IT WE NEVER WIN ANYTHING AT ALL. WELL SHUT MY MOUTH NOW WE HAVE WE HAVE WON A 500.00 GPS SYSTEM. NOT SURE HOW TO USE IT BUT THAT IS …
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Keep well.
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Flower
hi there! just a quick hug for you and flowers too!
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I’m With You
Thinking of you and hoping you are well. Thanks so much for all of your support.
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Flower
hi, thats good news, get well soon, if i could send the rain to you, i would send buckets of it lol, that what we are having here, talk soon my friend
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Support Groups
Close Psoriasis
Affected Areas: Psoriasis of the SkinI have suffered with psoriasis for a very long time it has taken over me like the plague and it causes me alot of embarrassement and I have been refussed jobs because of it. I have had alot of variety treatments that work temporarily then it is back again and again.Wish I didnt look like a spotted leppard.
Treatments
- Betamethasone (Topical) Not Working
- worked for a bit then back again with more spots
- Coal Tar Not Working
- made me rash out more
- Cyclosporine Not Working
- worked then back to the drawing board again
- Dermarest Considering
- Dovonex Working / Worked
- back to the drawing board again when stopped
- Phototherapy Somewhat Helpful
- worked really well but when stopped treatment got it all back again and worse
- Tazorac Working / Worked
- never really worked
- Triamcinolone Topical Working / Worked
- never really worked
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI suffer post tramatic stress disorder and I am often on a roller coaster most of the time wish I was not always on the run.It is hard for my husband to keep up he is not as fast as me.Want love but so afraid all the time because of my past.Wishing life was easier for me.And I would stop running from my future and the past would set me free.
Treatments
- Elavil Somewhat Helpful
- makes me sleep well but sometimes makes me feel like I just dont give a crap about anything either
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- I often try to think possitive but my cup is often half empty even though my life is better than it has ever been I just find it hard to be so possitive all the time when my whole life has been dissapointments and broken promisses and total abuse
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I have had councelling for a bit now.she holds me accountable for my actions but I am still afraid and still ready to run from things because sometimes what I go through is just to over welming that I just cant deal with it at all so I said I am ready to run
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- made me sick to my stomache didnt work.made me sadder and more anxious too
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- when I write it sometimes takes me outta the depression I am in but sometimes it just makes me so angry I just wanna scream and pull my hair outta my head
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