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Hear No Evil, Speak No Evil, See No Evil.... Mood

Thursday, May 8, 2008 | A Rambling story

Sometimes I wish I could just turn off all my senses and not feel anything. The only voice that I want to hear is God's. My mother in law moved 5 mins up the road and everytime I go over there I am reminded of my husband. She's a good grandmother and loves her grandkids so she is always asking for them. He is in the process of moving out of his apartment so he moved everything into her house. When I go over there to visit I sit on his couch and dine at his table. It's crazy because it's like I can't get far enough away. Plus to make things worse is I hear about what hes doing and what hes up too. His sister, my sister in law don't do it on purpose it's just in general conversation...I'm like God please, Help Me! I can't run fast enough. It's kinda of funny because I keep trying to run away from everything but then I end up having to face it. I just pray that God's Grace continue to substain me and that I am able to stand and Overcome by his Mighty Power.

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I read your profile and I'm moved, I know that God is a healer and a mighty God. His love will sustain you and me. I pray that my husband is talking and Listening to God. You have a blessed day.

A45028
I tried to run but God won't let you, why? You remember God asking you if you would stand in the gap for your husband. You remember him saying this is a life and death battle for him and he needs a saint to fight in the spritual realm for him. The way you face hearing and seeing is head on with the Holy Spirit and your Angels. You are preparing for the battle and God has us in bootcamp to face what we think is unbearable but then He brings us through. What an awesome God we serve.

tpopa
all the best.

Cynthia35