Memere's Journal

Dear Friends,

I need to apologize for not writing in so long.  I want to thank each of you for the hugs and messages; I appreciate them more than you realize.  I hope that each of you are doing well and that you are still finding happiness in each day.

Things have been horrendous for me since Mother's death.  While I thank God each day that she is no longer suffering, I miss her so very  much that I can't stand it.  Ralph and I moved from the home we were in last week to another in Port Saint Lucie.  Reason...I could not close my eyes at night and not relive the night that Mom died.  It was driving me crazy and I sunk deeper into depression.  Now, I will start to try to build a new life for Ralph and I while treasuring the happy memories and praying that the bad memories fade with time. 

My pain from the slip and fall continue to worsen and I can't seem to find relief anywhere.  The move has been extremely difficult because I have been of little help to Ralph because I am virtually unable to do much in the way of assisting.  Boxes and boxes of things to go through and each thing I open is a remembrance of Mom, Dad, or my brother.  Many tears being shed these days, but so many beautiful memories.  I really have been blessed and pray that with time, I will be able to find happiness again.

My thoughts and prayers are with each of you.  Even though I have not been on this site in ages, I will never forget the true friendships I have formed here and how each of you helped me through some of my most difficult days.  I wish you all well and pray for continued improvement in each of your particular circumstances.  Take care friends and know you will always be in my thoughts and prayers.

Love and God Bless,

Paula