strawberrydawn's Journal

The last two days have been harder. My body is aching and sore for some reason. I'm irritable and grumpy. I know I dont like hot weather much either. Going to the registry place to get my birth certificate. I havent decided about the trip on Friday yet. I will talk to my sis again I guess. I just dont know if my guilt will hinder how I feel if I go with so little money. Sigh. Even just going so close by seems too much of a chore for me today. Still havent talked to my mom since I told her I was pregnant. Sometimes my family is so damn messed up. Now my two sisters are arguing. Oh well. Maybe I will just take the bus rather than try to walk. At least it will get done. Dont know if I will get anything else done today. Just so lonely and tired and frustrated. Maybe I will take myself to the park and just be alone. So tense...god, this sucks. Hope to feel better later. God grant me patience with myself and others today.