tpkelly72's Journal

      Well, since you asked, that would be......life! However, it has changed into a different flavor of suckularity.  Like, the way that the "sour" flavor is intended to be unpleasant, yet we still "like" to taste sour things. Somehow, it has migrated into an almost bearable form of total $hittiness. (Stress on "almost".) My desire for a significant other, or even just a companion, has become intense. I cannot stand this lonliness much more. And, I have to say that, although it has filled a great need in my life, online communication cannot satisfy my want for true in-person interrelations.

      So, again, since the goal slider won't go below zero, I cannot update my "Find a new Partner" goal. There's not even been a glimmer of hope along those lines. This, I fear, will eventually become my greatest risk factor for relapse. And, I still have absolutely no idea what to do about it.