deeds1's Journal

Well - On our anniversary, he left me 10 roses - for our tenth anniversary - I don't understand his thinking on this - he has a girlfriend - he wants a divorce - why is he sending me flowers????? - I wanted to cut them up and just throw them away - why is he messing with my mind? - and so I text him, so we can talk and he ignores me for 3 days....I can't keep playing this game...so I called the lawyer this morning - even if he won't talk to me to work things out - I need to go on - and do whatever it takes to get what I'm entitled to.  I think he just sent them to me to ease HIS mind - I just want this over...it's too much drama and games for me.