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July 7, 2008 3:01pm
I know it's been forever since I wrote..I am going thru so many stages of depression...sad...mad...furious...sad...but..i'm snapping out of …
deeds1’s Profile
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deeds1
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Taking one day at a time...
About Me
I am a 41 year old female who has cardiomyopathy, also going through a divorce after being together with my husband for 18 years - he left me for a married woman...i'm looking for support and friends.
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deeds1 updated their status 9:10am
Taking one day at a time...…
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Monday
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deeds1 wrote a journal entry: updates 3:01pm
I know it's been forever since I wrote..I am going thru so many stages of depression...sad...mad...furious...sad...but..i'm…
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deeds1 changed their mood to Good 3:01pm
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deeds1 gave debra7 a Hug 2:56pm
oops..missing in action! but i'm back!! pond is not doing so good :( lol it keeps losing water from somewhere...ugh…
January 9
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deeds1 turned 41 12:00am
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Journal Entry for May 27, 2008
May 27, 2008 10:31am
Well - On our anniversary, he left me 10 roses - for our tenth anniversary - I don't understand his thinking on this - he has a girlfriend - he …
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Journal Entry for May 22, 2008
May 22, 2008 10:17am
Today would of been or should I say "is" my 10 year anniversary, unfortunately I will spending it alone, while he is spending it with his …
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Journal Entry for May 19, 2008
May 19, 2008 4:33pm
I don't know why I'm so emotional lately - well - I do know why, but it's affecting me every which way. Yesterday my TV stopped …
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Journal Entry for May 17, 2008
May 17, 2008 10:10am
Well, He came and took most of his stuff yesterday, I keep thinking he'll come over and say....let's work things out....but he doesn't - …
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I read up on your condition in your heart.I dont think the test will be painful.Im surprised they havent checked my pressure out yet.
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Mine, too!!! Frustrating. So happy to hear from you. Be well. Love you much!!! xoxoxox
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I feel down with all my health problems as well.But I read about people worse off than myself taking more meds than I am so we are not alone
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Where'd you disappear to? Hope you're doing okay. Much love to you this evening!! :) HUGS!!!
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How's the pond running? Mine still needs help!! Love you. HUGS!!
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Support Groups
Close Heart Failure
I was diagnosed with cardiomyopathy a year ago. I've brought my e/f up from 20% to 40%, but now dr wants to do a cath on me to check out a section of my heart. i'm scared to death and looking for support.
Treatments
- Carvedilol Working / Worked
- Lasix Working / Worked
Close Infidelity
My husband of almost 10 years (been together 18 years) has fallen in love with an ex friend of mine he left a month ago and the thing is, she's married and not leaving her marriage, so he basically wants to exist sitting alone in an apartment waiting for her to visit him..I can't get him to see that he's making horrible decisions in life it's like he is brainwashed I'm so frustrated and upset don't know what to do. He wanted to continue our marriage, but have her on the side..Is he crazy!!!
Treatments
- Leave Too Soon to Tell
- I miss him somewhat, it's lonely being on my own - no children - so it's just me and the dog.
Open Breakups & Divorce
My husband left me 3 mths ago for a married woman - just told me yesterday that there is no chance for us - he would rather be with her - he loves her more than me - etc...I cry every night and just can't seem to cope and let go of my feelings - he is so non emotional with me it's unreal - she has turned him into this monster - and it's killing me
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
