When will it pass?
April 11, 2008 8:30pm
I hate being me. I hate that one day I am fine, happy even and the very next day all of a sudden the depressin cloud comes and I can't even …
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About Me
I just want to look fine on the outside, so no one knows what is so wrong with the inside. I feel like I have too many emotions and I can feel everyones pain and sadness. It makes me have a lot of empathy, but it also weighs me down. I am tired of taking meds but I know that I need them. I have been married for 2 years. I would give anything to have a little daughter.
Interests
Im interested in chocolate, sex and shopping. (not in that order) Also, my husband, family and friends. And I like to read.
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At least I had 3 good days...
April 10, 2008 5:47pm
It is not a good day today. I guess it started out ok, went to work and did the usual. But on the way home I started to feel the panicky …
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Waiting...
April 7, 2008 8:44pm
I started my new job today. As stressful as that always is, I do think it will be better for me in the long run.
Right now, I feel like …
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stressing about BP and preg
April 2, 2008 9:35pm
My head is spining. I just don't know what to do with my meds. I recently had a complicated miscarriage. I won't go on and …
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Hi, I have not talked to you lately, I just wanted to send you a big hug and I hope your pain is getting better. You are in my prayers.
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hope you fell better.take care.
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Close Bipolar Disorder
I'm 28 and I have been medicated since I was 15. What started out as sleeping problems and depression, changed into a diagnosis of bipolar when I was 17, after a hospitalization. The best way to describe me, I think, is that I was born with too many emotions. I feel WAY too much and it can't fit inside me. I guess I feel like I have extreme PMS all the time. Luckily I have a very caring and supportive husband, however other then him, I have no other real support.
Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- Too strong for me? I felt drugged and like a zombie.
- Ativan Working / Worked
- I take it every night. I am scared for the time when I have to give it up.
- Depakote Not Working
- The only drug that made me gain weight. Felt out of touch with reality.
- Group Therapy Not Working
- It makes me feel worse about things.
- Holistic Health Considering
- If anyone has info on this, I am interested but dont know where to begin...
- Lamictal Too Soon to Tell
- I have been on 100mg for over a year. I am going to try and increase the dose for more antidep. effects. Hopefully no rash. When I increased before, I had a mild one.
- Seroquel Too Soon to Tell
- Made me very groggy but I wasn't using it consistently. I am too scared to use it more.
- Tegretol Not Working
- Headaches!
- Topamax Working / Worked
- Taking a low dose now. This is a good one for me. Not too strong.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- Have been on it for years. The only antidepressant that doesnt make me more irratible.
Close Eating Disorders
Eating disorder unspecified or whatever they call it. I think I just have issues with control and food. I used to binge alot. Then I started the purging thing once in awhile. Now I pretty much have it under control (not puking at least) but any little thing can set off the feeling of wanting to binge. It is definetly related to emotions and stress.
Treatments
- Topamax Somewhat Helpful
- I take a low dose of this, but for Bipolar disorder.
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