SueW40's Journal

Well as you all know i've been on holiday this week and i've had a nice week.Marc's been home so we have been out every day.Some time for us to spend together on our own.Today we went fishing it was a bit cold at first but then the sun shone through and it was lovely.We took a picnic and i sat on my lounger reading my Sally Morgan book.She is a Psychic over hear.Only got the book yesterday and i'm half way through.Marc's doing his fishing didn't hardly say a word to each other but we was together.

                                           The thing is i then wanted to go to the ladies room.LOL Ladies room  in the middle of nowhere Right.It's easy for men they can go anywhere if you know what i mean.So i held on for ages and i really had to go so sorry about this ladies but i could not hold on any longer.So i went and hid amongst some bushes luckily no one else was around.What a relief.ARHHHHHHH.

                    As i was walking back round i was remembering when i was little and i used to go out with my Nan and Grandad on a Sunday afternoon for a ride out somewhere.We use to stop for Grandad to make a cup of tea and have a biscuit and of course i needed a wee.Nine times out of ten i would sting my little bottom on a stinging nettle so my wonderful Grandad would go and look for a Dock Leaf as it took away the sting with a rub of it.Good job i didn't do that today as i would of needed a couple of Dock Leaves for my little bottom.LOL

                   Today has been a wonderful day i did well up a couple of times as i knew Dad would of loved the peace and quiet and watching the wildlife there was.I don't feel guilty for having a lovely day as i know Dad would have wanted me to also i'm sure he was with me lapping up the sun to.

To My Wonderful Dad,I love you and miss you.Kisses and cuddles your Daughter.xxxxxx

I haven't written anything for a few weeks.What does that mean mmm?I'm just plodding along as you do.I think and talk to Dad everyday perhaps i don't need to write it down anymore..

It's 25 weeks tomorrow since you left us Dad.I can't seem to keep up with the weeks it just seems like forever.Liam goes back to school tomorow and Aaron goes back to uni in a few weeks can you watch over him for me please he really has to knuckle down this year.Marc's been working so hard to get the school finished so hopefully last day today.We are both having a week off soon so we be able to spend some time together.Mum's up and down so much her councelling is going ok she said,she still feels guilty for not getting you home but she had home all ready that day but it was just not meant to be.Wayne well,he has kept busy and i think it's beginning to catch up will him.As for me i just roll with everything i am finding things hard but i'll be ok.I think about you every Day and the piture i have in the living room is one that was taken  about twent years ago and you look very handsome so when i look at it it makes me smile and thats how i think you will look now.Happy and Healthy.Love you loads and miss you so much love your NO 1 daughter xxxxx