is feeling OK
TRYING TO KEEP BUSY
i am senior staff at a sports and social club, with 2 wonderful boys 19 and 13, my partner marc and my mum and brother.Life revolves around them.i love the outdoors and love a good boogie.My dad passed away on the 11/3/08 from lung cancer.I'm finding it hard as we all are but find i cant speak to friends and family as the have their own grief to deal with or they just want to keep talking about theirselves.I just want someone to listen to me for a minute.Now i've found this site i know im going to be able to talk and listen to all you daddies girl's (and boy's).Thank you xx
SueW40 gave shrubby a Hug 3:53am
Hope you keeping as well as you can be.hope the morning sickness isn't to bad.Big Hugs Sue.xxx…
SueW40 gave nootd a Hug 3:50am
Thinking of you.Hugs Sue xxx…
SueW40 gave Pasgirl a Hug 3:49am
Thinking of you.Hugs Sue xxx…
SueW40 gave j0rdan a Hug 3:47am
Hi Jordan,hope your all having a great time.Hugs Sue.xxx…
SueW40 gave maboroshi a Hug 3:45am
Hope your feeling a little better.Hugs Sue.xxx…
SueW40 commented on LostInNewcastle’s journal entry Another day 3:01am
Hi Hun,i still find it hard to except,i think Dad is at home with my Mum or at work.I try not to go down…
SueW40 gave CherKeg a Hug 2:56am
Hi Cheryl,I'm glad you had a good time.I'm doing ok seem to have picked myself up a bit so least moving…
SueW40 changed their mood to OK 5:08am
June 27, 2008 7:19am
I still can't get out of this hole.These past few week s have been awful.These been a few things happen when i've thought WHAT WOULD DAD HAVE …
June 24, 2008 4:54am
To my wonderful Dad,I have not written in a while i know you are with me and you know whats going on.I want you to know I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO …
June 24, 2008 4:38am
Today is 15 weeks since Dad left us.I woke early this morning thinking of that day 15 weeks ago.What i find hard is that it all happened so quick …
June 23, 2008 7:48am
Why can't i shake this feeling off.I just feel crap.I hardly done anything in my week off now back to work tonight oh what joy.I'm so angry …
June 20, 2008 4:52am
I haven't wrote much lately feeling yuk for the past few weeks.i think with Fathers Day i was getting in a state.I t went better than i …
Hi Sue! How are you doing? Hugs, Cheryl
thank you.. my hormones are awful. anything makes me cry, which only adds to the problem. ive been thinking a counselor might be the best thing for me because what im doing isnt working at all. lashing out at people, getting upset when no one wants to listen or understands... feeling so alone. all of this is so unhealthy. i felt the baby kick today and it reminded me whats important. your right when you said my kids and myself are number one. i just need a mental break to regroup. right now i am totally crumbling. thank you so much for your support :).. talk to you soon. hope everything is okay with you :)...
Hey Girl, Still having my headaches off and on, but I know its because of our weather and all the stuff in the air. I am so looking forward to getting away for a few days from the stress, heat and everything else. Hope your doing okay.-Cheri
hi! i wanted to give you a hug. i hope all is ok with you.
Hey Sue, hope you are hanging in there. I know how tough it is. HUGS!!!
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Dad was diagnosed with lung cancer at the end of october 2007 .The Ellenor team came in and what a wonderful team they are.We had a great christmas,day after boxing day we had the doctor in and dad had to go on steroids.morphine and other medication to help him.It was the 28/2/08 that dad had to go the hospice as his calcium level had gone sky high.the treatment went well but his breating got worse on march the 11th dad had fluid drained off but that evening he passed.
