middleagedmom's Journal

I am coming to an end with schooling. It is a bitter sweet thing. I cried all the way home today. I catch myself becoming very emotional over simple stuff. I have worked very hard to get to the point I am in my life. I just wish Doug was here to enjoy it with me. I want him to see me accomplish my goal. He always told me i could do it, that i had it in me, that he had no doubt that i could do it. I miss him so much. It is not everyday that i cry, but now when i do it is a good ole sobbing cry. Makes my chest hurt i cry so hard.

I just had to get out of the house today and walk and walk and walk. I needed the fresh air and it seemed to cleanse my mind.  Oh my, what will I do when school is out and i am left alone with my thoughts?