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julesdog1's Journal

In the weeds Mood

Monday, June 23, 2008 | A General Update story

Hello All! It's been a long time since I've written...

Things have been back and forth. I started this cycle really positive and excited. Ifelt like this is it for me. I've had some bleeding on the pill, that has been taken care of by taking two pills daily...It was such a pain. I was bleeding heavy for a little over a week. Anyways....Before the pill I was doing good on my diet and exercising etc. It's been three weeks, and I can't lose any weight on this stuff. I did Atkins for three weeks, with exercise, and lost maybe 5Lb's!!!! soooo frustrating. Now I'm eating carbs and I'm a balloon. We all know how it feels to be overweight. It can make you crazy.. Not to mention taking these hormones!! I'm just not in a good place. I'm going to St. John next week for 6 days.. I was soo excited. Now, not so much. I just don't feel like myself. I forgot how hard this is....To make matters worse...I'm visiting my parents and it sucks. Now I know why people leave home LOL!! AND... I went to this Rakki(spelled wrong) person for a treatment, and she's also a so called "intuitive healer" well anyway she told me I was not going to get pregnant until Dec. I would deliver in Oct 09 and it's going to be a boy.. All good and well, but I'm doing IVF now!! she said she knows it wont work!!! I left there so pissed. I should have never asked. I usually don't believe in all that crap, but I guess I'm in a vulnarable situation. Point is, it's changed my attitude for the negative... I just wish I never went. I need your wise words ladies!!! I'm struggling!!!!! thank you, miss you all

Julia

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Oh you silly girl. You know better than that. Listen to your body not the crazy Reiki lady. That's just for fun. If she had told you you were going to meet your true love in 90 days would you have beleived her, no. You already have your true love. This cycle IS it! You had it right the first time.

suzyhopes
Oh you silly girl. You know better than that. Listen to your body not the crazy Reiki lady. That's just for fun. If she had told you you were going to meet your true love in 90 days would you have beleived her, no. You already have your true love. This cycle IS it! You had it right the first time.

suzyhopes
Please dont let what the Reiki woman told you get you down! She does not really know what your future holds so there is no reason to get down on everything. You have what sounds like a fabulous vacation coming up so try and focus on how wonderful it will be to lay on the beach and relax. Your weight fluctuating back and forth is completely normal when you are taking hormones, I would try not to get too crazy over a few pounds here and there. As long as you are taking care of yourself and your body and trying to make healthy choices, I would say you are in good shape. I wish you the very best and please try and keep your chin up, I am always here if you need to talk. xoxo

bcgradgirl
No no no Jules, She is not God and she cannot determine your future. Like Suzyhopes says you had it right the first time "this fresh cycle is the one" stay positive and strong. Good luck and I will be here cheering for your BFP!

phoebi
Don't worry about it. I wouldn't believe anything she says, I would think of it as entertainment only. I'm sure you'll be able to go back in a few months and show her she was wrong!

angela48111
Don't believe what the reiki woman says. I know the meds and emotions are tough... believe me, I know but you can do this. You are so strong... stay positive, we can get through this. I am here for you. Hang in there.

lvnikita
Jules go enjoy your vacation and let all worries leave your mind. What matters is today, God will lead you to the rest. This is your path you are supposed to go on no matter what the outcome. Try to take some time for yourself relaxing on the beach. I understand those damn hormones getting in the way. Breathe...we are all here for you! btw, I'm visiting my parents too :) I understand! haha

JeanieMarie
Don't let that reiki lady get to you. You know that God is in control and you will have a successful cycle. Hang in there I'm praying for you. Love ya, Tammy

tammywelch
Stay strong and positive I'm sure it will work for you. You sure can't listen to a lady that can't predict the future. Only God can do that and he knows when it will be your time. I'm keeping you in my prayers.

April1963
Please don't let what the Reiki lady said get to you. I don't know why she'd say that to you, there's no way she could know. I hope you start to feel better, this vacation will be good for you, I hope you're able to enjoy yourself.

Jen2279