Im so tired today and i have no …
Im so tired today and i have no energy all i want to do is sleep
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My dd came home today. Shes been gone to my moms for 3 nights. I have enjoyed relative peace and quiet all the way up until bed time tonight. I am always so tired and she takes so much energy out of me. I am tired of people saying "Thats what you get for having (so many) kids (so close in age). You asked for it." etc etc. I didnt ASK to be a single parent, I didnt ASK to be stuck watching my nephew 24/7, and I sure as hell didnt ASK to be sick. No one here really understands how I feel, though my mom is trying. I know this is hard on her too, and I appreciate that she does what she can, and is willing to do more if/when I start treatment. I NEED my sleep and the kids are too young to grasp that concept. I am also sore. The joints in my hands hurt the most. I feel like an old lady sometimes. My lower back has been achy all day today, as have my knees. Days when I get more than the dishwasher loaded feel accomplished to me. It has been like this for over a month now and I want it to end. I WANT my energy back, I WANT to be happy, and I dont WANT to deal with all this. Also, I want my ulcer to go away and stop hurting my stomach. Not nice. That is my ramblings for today.
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You really do sound like you could have fibromyaglia. You may need an appointment with a rheumatologist to rule this out, or other joint issues. The good news is, there are medications that can help for either condition, and if it is hep c induced fibromyaglia getting rid of the virus usually takes care of the fibro too. There is a mediation I was on that helped, called Lyrica for the Fibromyalgia pain. I just don't need it anymore since my viral load went to zero, my symptoms went away most of the time. Also the whole virus making us protien deficient, I found once I started drinking a protien shake in the morning I got alot more energy. I really feel a difference when I miss taking my protien shake. Sometimes when it's my time of the month I take a shake in the morning and at night for the added boost because of the protien loss during that time of the month. I hope that helps.
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