Dateless and Restless
Ladies! It has been almost one full year since I have been on a REAL date! Two years if you discount the lousy dates where I …
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melanie25 replied to tigersnow0214’s discussion post If I'm Free...Why Am I So Miserable in the Physical & Emotional Abuse support group 12:51am
You will feel miserable without him for awhile, then you'll go through the stages of the grief of losing…
melanie25 replied to thinkdifferent’s request for advice about How do I start to make it end? in the Physical & Emotional Abuse support group 12:47am
Yeah, when I protested, or brought up concerns about the way I was treated, my ex would go into a tirade…
melanie25 replied to brokenwing301’s request for advice about Really need some support in the Physical & Emotional Abuse support group 12:40am
It's all about control and keeping you off-balance. It is not even close to love. Trust me, I have been…
melanie25 replied to BrokenFairyWings’s request for advice about will the nightmares ever go away?? in the Physical & Emotional Abuse support group 12:34am
Hey Girl, You had written to me in your last "hug" something about wanting to be yourself,…
melanie25 replied to BrokenFairyWings’s request for advice about will the nightmares ever go away?? in the Physical & Emotional Abuse support group 12:34am
Hey Girl, You had written to me in your last "hug" something about wanting to be yourself,…
Ladies! It has been almost one full year since I have been on a REAL date! Two years if you discount the lousy dates where I …
How are you doing hon?
aw thanks for the advice. Im trying to just enjoy this last year. I want to just love life but I feel like I don't deserve to have a good time. I've had so much horrible experiences and I'm only 17. I mean, I just want to feel normal, I want to be able to enjoy hanging out with my friends but no one really knows about the abuse and my eating disorder and I feel so secretive. Im scared to tell people but I don't want to be someone I'm not. anyways, Im just sorta having a bad day. I hope things are okay for you! I love ya so much, thanks for the support!!
Sweetie, Im right here with ya. I felll completely in love about 3 years ago and he says he loves me, im the one for him, he'll never find anybody but me. The reality is as much as I don't want to admit it, he lies, cheated, tells me on thing, does another. Love is a verb, its not words its an action and when someone actions and words don't meet up its not a good sign. I'm still hurt over everything that happend. I tried to be his friends but im pretty sure ehat he told me even on a friend level is mostly lies. Its either stand up for yourself, and love yourself or let him walk all over you (easier said then done at certain times.) Sometimes I get lonely or just cry out of the blue still so keep in contact and let me know what happens MWAH
Sweetie, Im right here with ya. I felll completely in love about 3 years ago and he says he loves me, im the one for him, he'll never find anybody but me. The reality is as much as I don't want to admit it, he lies, cheated, tells me on thing, does another. Love is a verb, its not words its an action and when someone actions and words don't meet up its not a good sign. I'm still hurt over everything that happend. I tried to be his friends but im pretty sure ehat he told me even on a friend level is mostly lies. Its either stand up for yourself, and love yourself or let him walk all over you (easier said then done at certain times.) Sometimes I get lonely or just cry out mof the blue still so keep in contact and let me know what happens MWAH
I can't remember if I gave you a hug yet so here it is
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I have been running off and on since college. I am a 3 miler, but last spring, I ran in my first "race." It was a 6.5 mile leg of a relay. I relt really good during the run and didn't train. So on May 4th, I am running a half Marathon. I have been "training" for 3 weeks now. I am up to 10.5 miles for my long run, and doing 2-3 short runs durning the week. I am training alone, and could use any helpful hints!