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Monday, April 14, 2008 | A Sad story

Today is monday it been amonth but it seemslike alife time .It so so sad a day it like the day it happend . It so hard to go thru this. it so sad and lonely it seems so like my heart is torne in two which it is part of me is gone. It gone never to come again. I remmber him in my heart always I know nno one can take that from me then with the mermioal coming Saturday it so hard . i still working on the pictures for the board at the service. I went out back to the garage it was the place he loved themost. he loved fixing the lawnmover. they all callhim the lawnmover man. I remmber some day he just go out to get him mind out of things I just go and sit with him watching him it was like I was making all the meories so I could keep them in my heart forever. The picture some are from when he was young in Viet Nan and then some later ones with him and I. o ;ook at those pictures and my heart is so sad and so loney for him Just for one more time to seehim and hold him like I did that day. I just cannot see how this pain can go away but I k nowthis too will pass

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I can feel your pain Kathy. We put together a picture board for my son's service, everyone enjoyed it so much, I know it will be the same for your husband.

At one month to the day I checked my voicemails and the phone company had deleted my saved messages from my son. It felt like he had died all over again. Luckily I had forwarded to others so I got them back.

Keep your memories close to your heart, your husband lives on through them.

rememberme
I'am so sorry for your loss.....yes this to shall pass...It takes time......I'am here if you need to talk.Love and PRAYERS.Lisa

lisazz
I know you are hurting and it's ok. It is a journey that no one likes to go on. I found that every empty hole I felt when mama passed away June 1, 2007 (can't believe its been almost a year)I would fill it up with good memories to cherish and think about. God Bless you. Love and Hugs, Sheila

sheila1
I am sorry too

Alive12990
I once lost a child and a mother, & I'm pretty sure that loosing a husband is pretty painful too, I think I would probably feel pretty much fallen apart if my husband died, he is my best friend too, when I read this, makes me want to appreciate him everyday to the fullest, bc u never know, it might be the last time. Be very happy 4 the beautiful moments u 2 hd together, and that u were a big part of him... of his happiness. It's ok...to cry & talk about him a lot { it's our way of re-living those special moments }.

JTFeeliNBlues