Journal Entry for October 5, 2007
OK, I could be feeling worse...
I found out yesterday that I shouldn't have my hips replaced at this time, which is good. The bad news is …

is feeling Bad
I'm a staff accountant at a small CPA firm that handles some 500 clients. I'm the oldest of four in my family, but all my younger siblings have had anxiety problems. They all popped pills, but I really don't want to go that route if I can help it.
Books, Sudoku and Kakuro puzzles, occasionally I watch classic game show footage online.
OK, I could be feeling worse...
I found out yesterday that I shouldn't have my hips replaced at this time, which is good. The bad news is …
It's hard for me not to feel kinda ick tonight...for one thing, I feel kinda run down. It happens.
But what's really bugging me is …
Using up my second (and last) vacation week of the year next week...I just hope it doesn't end like the first one did. But the problem is …
I saw a lot of projects this week go down for lack of information or just plain corrupt computer files. I suppose that would explain why I was …
Hey there....how r u?
Hey sweety....its been a while....I decided to come checkup on my DS family...how r u??
Hi David, Swwwooopin' in...."cllooberin' ya with a hug! Please take great care of yourself and yours! BIG peace to you! Meg
Hey love, How are you doing? I am very well, today! I've been volunteering at a local hospital and am LOVING it! Now, all I gotta do is get my hands on an actual paying JOB :)! I ALWAYS dig a random hug, so feel free to "clobber" me any time :)! Please take great care of yourself! BIG peace to you, darlin'! Meg
Mornin' love, I'm sorry that you are not in good spirits, today! My wish is that your mood is lifted and you can feel happy and inspired, again! Please take good care of yourself and yours! BIG peace to you! Meg
Learning how to deal with unreasonable sadness and very stressful episodes, mostly through this particular site. Still occasionally prone to breakdowns and poor sleep at night, but at least it's not AS severe now as it was.
I'm pretty sure this has a lot to do with my anxiety problem. As a staff accountant, I have to deal with stress almost every day, but most of my attempts to manage it crash and burn. I'd love to learn how but don't know where to start.