Journal Entry for June 25, 2007
WELL I FUCKED UP THE NEW CAR ALREADY...WHEN DO THINGS GET GOOD AGAIN!?!?!!? BOTH SIDE MIRRORS ARE BUSTED, GOT SOME PUT ON SATURDAY UNTIL I CAN AFFORD …
is feeling Bad
currently separated from husband (can't handle what I'm going thru), 2 kids.. Ashleigh, 1, and Tyler, 5. Currently living with my mother until I figure out if marriage is worth working on or not.
music, movies, hanging with the girls (who've distanced themselves from me as well once they found out what I was diagnosed with..amazing how you find out nobody is who you thought)
WELL I FUCKED UP THE NEW CAR ALREADY...WHEN DO THINGS GET GOOD AGAIN!?!?!!? BOTH SIDE MIRRORS ARE BUSTED, GOT SOME PUT ON SATURDAY UNTIL I CAN AFFORD …
Things cannot get any worse for me right now!! I'm still miserable and just can't get out of this mood where I'm just sick of everyone …
oh my god i could fucking scream. first of all rough weekend seeing my granddad pretty much not the same guy he was, alzheimers and cancer and just …
what a fucking day! and night! i'm pissed at my whole family, found out my mom and sister are as two faces as they come and i can't take my …
finally got a call back from the psych, they increased the lamictal and if i'm not feeling better by monday they'll increase it again. and it …
hope your days are good and filled with love.
Hope you are having a great day!
thought i would stop by with this hug to let you know that you are luvd! ---karen
Hope you have sunny days and know how much I love and care and what a blessing you have been in my life and always will be. May we always be friends.
just wanted to see how your doing and give you a hug
My first, and the father of my oldest son, sexually abused me throughout our entire relationship. Didn't realize it was considered sexual abuse until talking in therapy about past relationships. He pretty much ruined me for my husband, from whom I am currently separated :( also my ex's stepfather is who molested my son, ,tyler, just days before his fourth birthday.
Diagnosed with this not long after my son was molested, lots of anger, felt to blame for the irrational reason that I thought I should have known something would happen and it should have my job to protect him. Also caused alot of sexual/intimacy problems with my husband, on top of the ones I had from a previous bad relationship