Journal Entry for June 27, 2008
June 27, 2008 2:29am
Deejs’s Profile
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Deejs
is feeling OK
feeling a bit better...hope we don't ever get a storm like we had last night wow was i scared..i hid in the tub lol(I have a storm phobia)
Recently: 22 hugs received, 14 hugs given more …
About Me
I am a single 33 year old. I have 2 beautiful nieces and 2 nephews ..my newest nephew born May 3rd 2008..he is so precious and cute... I love them so much they brighten my day.
Interests
I love the outdoors alot... camping, travelling, fishing, nature in general. I love my family and spending time with them. I also love playing with my baby kitties.
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Recent Activity
Yesterday
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Deejs commented on sadbecca’s journal entry update 6:06pm
Melody don't blame yourself..you are now doing what you can and im sure she loves you for that..i do…
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Deejs gave msheather a Hug 6:01pm
thank you..how are you doing?…
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Deejs changed their mood to OK 6:00pm
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Deejs updated their status 6:00pm
feeling a bit better...hope we don't ever get a storm like we had last...…
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Deejs updated their status 5:59pm
I have not been this sick in a long time...sick to my stomach all day ewww…
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Hugbook
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HUGS and thanks for the message..catch up as soon as I can..you are ot forgotten..Im just not here on internet much..sorry. Love and Hugs Jo.
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great big ole grizzly bear hugggzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz squishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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I see you're feeling ok. It is so sad about sadbecca. I wasn't friends with her but I'm feeling terrible about her condition. Keep me posted.
Flower
happy you made it through and are dry furry snuggles
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ok, sice you are feeling better here is a great big hug!!
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have had depression for 17 years. Its been very hard I have lost boyfiends, jobs, esteem. Now I stay at home alot ...don't have many friends 1 or 2 and I have a fear to go out and meet new people. I need to work on this.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- very evil..made me very ill
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- I try to put on a happy face..and someties it works
- Psychotherapy Considering
- I have to find one..I have to get sleep in order to be able to get up to go
- Seroquel Not Working
- bad side effects
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- very supportive family im lucky to have them
Close Food Allergies
Type of allergy: CitrusI am allergic to wheat, and severly allergic to fresh fruit...don't have a reason why...I am also lactose intolerant
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- I don't eat fresh fruit at all...I can eat cooked fruit only...no fruit juice either
- EpiPen Working / Worked
- have in case for the fruit allergy
Open Shyness
I am a very shy quiet person..always was...im afraid of conflict..or people getting mad at me..so i stay quiet..and if I do say something..I always question myself if I should have said that or not..and I get so insecure..I am ok around people i know..but still quiet but more comfortable
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- I have been able to talk to alot more people on here than real life..no face to face pressure..
Open Codependency
I have always done everything I can to help people and even if I really didn't..I always put myself last and I get really offended when someone critizes me or what I have done..I go out of my way to keep people happy and when I get close to someone I hold on tighter then I should..and read into everything they say or don't say...it drives me nuts.
Treatments
- Pets Working / Worked
- I have 2 wonderful cats and they make me happy...
Open Anxiety
i have had anxiety attacks for as long as i have had depression..18 years..its seems to be getting worse lately..alot going on..i shake,feel nervous,i sweat,my heart feels like its going to pop out of my chest,i feel faint and dizzy
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- not good when light headed
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- helps..just makes me tired
Open Panic Attacks
I have had panic attacks in the past but i am getting them again and i don't like it..its scary...i live alone and i have to try to help myself
Treatments
Open Family Issues
my parents are now going through a seperation..my dad cheated on my mom...I have always idolized him growing up until the day i caught him at the bar with "her"..my world shattered...our relationship has not been the same since and it kills me
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- hope to see a therapist very soon ..waiting to hear back from her
- Writing Working / Worked
- have not done it in a while but it did help
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Recently …
- 14 hugs given
- 22 hugs received
- 1 discussion reply
- 1 group discussion post
- 1 group discussion reply
- 4 journal comments
