I have been smoke-free for 234 …
I have been smoke-free for 234 days---just over 6 months.
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I have spoken to several people regarding PeteMack, and I hear he is going to puul through!!! Don't know how much liver damage there is going to be, but I'm praying for non-existant. I'm so glad he has Gary to check in on him at the hospital. No one should have to be there alone.
I have had a rough couple of days...just have felt so depressed. I went to a Mother's Day activity with My Mom, my daughter, my sister, best-friend, her Mom, my Aunt and cousin. Whew! long list... well, anyway ..I was so down, I just plain old didint want to be there. I was too wrapped up in my shitty feelings on life to be able to enjoy much of it at first. My Mom, bless her soul knew I was so worried and upset about Pete....and I finally just told her that I am barely hanging on. Sometimes I just can't cope with my life. It wasnt supposed to turn out this way. I was supposed to be with someone who acts like they love me, I'm not supposed to be in all this frikkin pain all the time....the list goes on and on. Sometimes I can't even keep my fingers up with all the reasons in my head. Oh. well...it helps to get some of it out....thats all for now.
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**big warm hugs** oh my sweety, I"m so sorry you're having it rough. I'm here, if you need to spill to me!
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It is so hard when you feel that way I know how that can feel, there is hope and with treatment and trying things new ways you can get better and manage these feeling better.
It takes work but we can have control over how well feel I hope you feel better today.
I think Pete will be OK God willing. There is also hope for Pete if he gets the right help so don't despair
most of problems come from worrying about the past and what could happen in the future.
We can not change the past we have to accept it then let it go the more we dwell on the past the worst we feel yet there is nothing we can do to change what happened we can only make sure the same things do not happen again. Now worrying about the future there is no way we can predict what will happen in the future or else we would all be lotto winners so we should not waste worries about the future. More than three quarters of the things I have worried about never happened so do not waste worries.
What we can do something about is the present the moment this day when we just have to deal with the moment no matter how hard it gets we can endure it for a moment and we do not have to wait to long for the next moment to arrive every moment is a new opportunity to change how we feel or to take to take action to change how we feel try it.
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