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I have been feeling irritated and easily agitated latley.I went to the beach yesterday, last minute thing, I had fun.I …
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I am trying to hide it, but I am really depressed. I am so tired of being alone.. I don't know what to do. I just keep pasting on a smile and pretending everthing is ok. I guess I'm getting good at masks. There is so much between my husband and myself that I dont know if anything can really help. I sometimes really wish he had just taken me up on the staying together just as friends. He just doen't even try to meet my needs. emotionally, physically.. I'm sure all reading this are judging me and finding me sadly lacking. I guess maybe I am. I have tried repeatedly to tell him what I need, even went so far as splitting up last year. He wanted me back really bad and I thought maybe he would really change. It was also really hard on out 2 children. I often wonder if I made a mistake in getting back together with him. before we split up I considered taking on a boyfriend...thats another post in my journal altogether. Judge me if you must...I know I am nothing .
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never ever get to the point you think you are nothing. you are a mother and that is a very prestigous position in this world for with out mothers the world would wither away and die. we would all become dust in the wind
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