CallMeEeyore's Journal

 It's easy to have a good day when you are looking at a week in the woods...at least for me...at least till the mosquitos carry me away.

I was just thinking about the darkness that can creep in.  I was sitting last night feeling pretty good and began remembering the last dark period.  I don't even remember waht set it off but I remember the darkness in my head.  Not very fun. I guess I have to just attribute it to the meds ,,,at least the up parts.

I do wonder what it would be like to wean myself off...or at least down a bit.  Stupid thinking I know.  I think it's common top be feeling good and positive and want to believe that we can fight w/o the meds but....not without my doc.

Anyway...the downs....It's nice to have help during those times.  having someone (you know who you are) just keep saying positive things even though at the time you see no end to the hole.  So today I am doing fine .  It's my hope for the day that all my friends areahaving a good day...friends past, friends present, and friends future.

Be well

Don't push the river