must stay positive
August 12, 2008 12:20am
I took a career exploration program. It was one of the best things I did for myself. I wish I had discovered it earlier in life though.
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11ymari’s Profile
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11ymari
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About Me
I am 27 years old, engaged, now living with my fiance. Even though I have that special someone in my life, there is still something missing. I have been searching my whole life for what makes me happy other than my relationship. Personal fulfillment? satisfaction? Reward? Self-worth? None of that I could achieve in a career and I don't even know if it exists. I'm very picky about a job and I'm frustrated that I can't find something that I'm happy with. Most people settle for a job that they're unhappy with because they have to make money. But why live like that? What is the point if you're just going to be unhappy?? My relationship is suffering because of my unhappiness... What to do? What to do...
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Music, art, movies, eating, shopping, sleeping,
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August 12
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11ymari gave serenity4878 Flowers 2:01am
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11ymari wrote a journal entry updating their find a job i like goal 12:20am
I took a career exploration program. It was one of the best things I did for myself. I wish I had discovered…
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emotional rollercoaster
June 24, 2008 7:05pm
Life is full of emotions... I've had a really emotional day and last night was tough too.But this is part of life. I kinda have to accept this. …
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exploration
April 23, 2008 4:07pm
Ok, so I don't know what I want to do as a job.
So I have to do something. I will volunteer. I should just do it. I'm not doing anything …
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mixed feelings
April 9, 2008 3:38am
So the weekend wasn't that bad, but for some reason I feel really down on Sundays even though nothing bad happens on Sundays. I just wake up …
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good and bad
April 4, 2008 12:44am
It amazes me how much my mood changes during the week. I had a bad weekend and now I feel a lot more productive and positive. What the heck?! I …
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A hug for a friend in need :).
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I’m With You
Hi, a friendly hand to support you when you are not feeling so strong. I'm here for you, Dawn
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Have a great, great weekend!
Flower
Hi there Hope you have good weekend - sounds as if its about time one came your way!! All the best Les
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Your friend, C1010, is my friend, and my friend, C1010 is your friend, so I am your friend, if you want so, dear 11ymari. Here are some flowers to brighten your day, make you smile a tiny little smile, as tiny as you can... And a hug to make you feel good, welcomed and, especially, NOT lonely. Wish you a great day! Sam2202
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI haven't been diagnosed but I know I have a problem. I'm not suicidal, but I have been feeling down for a long time. I've quit my jobs, I've lost contact with friends... I go out occasionally but it only seems to put aside my problems. I think the only thing that would make me happy is if I found something that I like to do and make money doing it.
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- It works and it doesn't. It doesn't last...
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I keep a journal for myself. I used to put it as public, until someone I met through acquaintances found my journal and started sending me uncomfortable comments and emails. Now I keep a journal only to myself but doesn't always help. I want to talk to someone about my thoughts sometimes...
Close Healthy Relationships
My fiance and I are going through a difficult time...we fight almost every week, each time about something different, lack of intimacy, lack of plan for the future and more. I am hesitant to move in with him because of all these reasons and causes a lot of uncertainty of our future together.
Treatments
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- I feel that patience is one of the most important aspects of a healthy relationship. I'd rather grow up together with someone than to be constantly looking for the perfect person.
- Talking Not Working
- We end up fighting most of the time. We make up afterwards but the whole process is painful and frustrating.
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